December 2009
41 posts
i wanna get off the computer
but i wanna keep listening to this gorgeous song D:
When i think of my life
and the past strife
i remember one thing
so vividly
its the name they gave me
all the people screamed
look there she goes
fallen hero
i keep your heart
i keep it next to mine
im sick of
feeling terrible
and everyone around me feeling the same
im sick of these teen years
and the drama.
we're like puppets
with invisible strings
oh what marvelous things
left your pretty fingerprints
on my heart
perfect harmony
will i fall into it?
im already apart of it
without me
somehow
some things
would be off
is it fair
that we can ignore and be ignored
what if every word
ever
was heard
and understood
and was given a reply
you think you're fine
n then you start talking to yourself again
and when you tell your friends about it
they change the subject
cuz they talk to themselves too
n they dont wanna seem crazy with you
are you impressed yet?
do i have your attention yet?
i crave it.
what if animals were made out of wallpaper
would papercuts increase?
every person thinks and feels the same things i do
im just not good at hiding it like everyone else.
why am i so see through?
Problems and
the undertone
i remember when i use to be
your favorite
but save it.
you’re not the same you lost your shadow
i wonder who’s winnning your inner battle
you’re not the same.
i feel sick
and pathetic.
everyones words
(when they do speak to me)
are like broken glass underneath my bare feet
they’re like
splinters in my eye
they’re like nails deep in my skin
it hurts.
if you couldnt tell by my descriptions.
i seriously feel
like a ghost.
like i dont even exist right now.
it feels like the wind is going right through me
i dont like it.
oh and to add to everything
my fish died today.
all of em are dead now
i fed them
i guess i just kill everything.
great.
let me back into
into your arms.
hi world.
Im Shannon.
you’ll soon break me
you wont remember my name
im just another soul
you’d like to take
maybe nail it your wall
its nothing special
nothing bright
im just a number
no one understands.
no one cares
no one listens
but everyone does one thing
they ignore me.
i feel sick.
i wanna go home.
one question before i die
why alone?
